May 2009
3 posts
I don't know why you don't take me seriously when...
I wish I wasn't so lost.
This blog had died.
That makes me sad, honestly. I needed it.
Resurrect?
April 2009
4 posts
Shit, I want you.
Everytime I think about changing my facebook picture, you come in and tell me how incredible it is, and I just can’t do it.
I really must thinking about you. I’m much too late on this one.
Even though I never should, I forgive you. I think a small part of me still loves you.
March 2009
24 posts
Once you tell me I can't have something, I just...
lookitsme007: I don't think you love me, but your... →
lookitsme007: I don’t think you love me, but your friendship means the world to me, and I love you for that.
lookitsme007: Hi....welcome to my twitter! If you... →
lookitsme007: Hi….welcome to my twitter! If you don’t know about it already, check out my blog : lookitsme.tumblr.com
I made a twitter →
Follow me ! :D I’ll do the same. I feel like this will be the concentration of my new media, so please do follow if you care at all.
I've started a some-what relationship with you,...
Bad? Probably.
I have an inconvenient, unexplainable, illogical...
I know you love me,
and man do I exploit it.
Heartbroken, confused, angry and upset.
Killer combination.
lol on the fact i'm having fb chat sex with you
Can't sleep. Too much on the mind.
I keep making up excuses for reasons you don't...
But in the end, you probably know more true things about me than most people.
So I decided that I was going to talk to you about...
sigh.
I'm not sure how I feel about any of you people...
I just don't understand when you so clearly love...
This thought just won’t leave my head.
I want you.
I want you so bad.
I want you so baaaaaad
It’s driving me mad.
It’s driving me
mad.
Letters to people I used to love,
insert yours.
Or email them to me:
may.cassey@yahoo.com
and I’ll post them without your name.
I just keep having these annoyingly sexual...
It makes me smile.
I'm going to start writing letters to people on...
Under pseudonyms, of course.
Slowly I suppose it will help you all understand the characters in my life.
Or it will help me find things to really say to them.
I know what to say to make you fall in love with...
But I don’t want you to be.
Though I’ll say them anyway.
I thought talking to her would make me feel...
Fuck you for still loving her.
And not me.
I hate being the girl that you boys hook up with,...
For this is what I have become.
So just spent the night with my best friend. Which...
February 2009
45 posts
I check your blog too much to really not be...
Sometimes I just sit here and laugh at the things...
I love boys with no shirts, but keeping on your...
(in pictures)
Dear Internet Boy:
I fear you like me only for the reality I have presented to you. You only know what I tell you. You know nothing of the bad things I’ve done, the things I wish I could take back, any of it. All of what you see is what I decide to paint for you. It is a picture only in colors, only with smiles. That’s why you like it.
I've tried so hard to forget, so hard to erase my...
“And all you said in your quietest voice
Was “I needed you as much as they do”.”
– Bloc Party. (love, always) (via krby)
I get so jealous.
It’s unhealthy.
Basically, I’m rally unhappy with myself, and then I’m unhappy because all my other friends are so damn happy,
so I just have no hope.
So I broke our promise and told, I just hope you...
There were times when seeing your name on my skype...
The pants smelled like sex, and things that...
I'm just in such a bad place right now.
Like, I’m having flash-back nightmares- it’s freaky.
You told me I was a good kisser.
This was one fact about me you should have never found out.
I just can't do it. I can't write it out. I can't...
I realized no matter how much I try to lay the...
Maybe it just doesn’t.
I don't know whether you all would rather I just...
I got comments back.
Right about now? I'm a disaster.
My fingernails smell like weed.
I just don't think I have the strength to resist...